Tan's Journal

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2009-10-15T00:47:07Z

I'm drooling right now, and it's not over food.

Nor is it over a boy...

I'm drooling over Make up...

lipsticks, eyeshadow, concealer, mascara... my gwad, I just want spent all my money on make up.

I sound a bit materialistic huh?

I don't like sounding this way, but it's not like I can help it...all the colors are so pretty.

There are sooo many pretty colors.

MY gwad, I wanna go buy lipsticks sooo badly....and cream eyeshadow...

I wish I had a $1000 gift card at Mac...omgly, MAC is so expensive, but their products are incredible amazing.

T_T

huhuhu

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urgh

2009-10-11T23:19:37Z

being a girl sucks.

grr.

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2009-08-26T05:49:38Z

School started yesterday, it's okay.

I like my Japanese class...just because...

arghh, my second day of school is tomorrow since I didn't have school today.

Man, I wanna go shopping...but...

no money. T_T

URGH.

2009-08-18T04:33:02Z

Everything about today is crap shit.

EVERYTHING.

>.<

I hope my financial aid problem gets solved tomorrow.

>.

RIP

2009-08-10T18:45:55Z

First it was Sumire-chan
then Micheal Jackson
...

May you rest in peace Jasmine You.

Can't decide

2009-08-05T18:03:30Z

whether or not to cut my hair.

I want a bob cut, but I don't know.

nah

2009-08-04T06:18:21Z

urgh, FUDGEMYLIFE

My USB stick broke. I don't know how I did it, but it's broken.

I lost all my music, textures, brushes, and pictures.

Someone just kill me right now, omg, I can't possibly live like this.

07/27/09

2009-07-27T19:48:59Z

I haven't update in a long time huh?
I'm currently at school right now...summer school that is.
This is my last week.
YAY.
No more early rising, I can sleep till 12 in the afternoon starting next monday...
although, I don't think that will happen.

hm,
Recently huh, =[
I wanna get away from this city.
I am really tired of living in this city. I hate it...everything about it makes me wanna throw up.

What can I do though? nothing...
I'm also starting to realize that my dreams are unachievable.

T_T

I don't know where to go from here...hmm.

naaaa~

2009-07-03T04:07:37Z

I think my AAA days and Nissy fandom days are over. Somewhat over.

I'm focusing all my time and energy on Ayabie and Aoi at the moment. I still love AAA you know, but I don't know...I guess my perceptions of them has changed somehow.

lol. Like I've learn in my Interpersonal Relationship Class..the "self" is an ever-changing process. So, this change as you can see...change will always happen throughout one's lifetime.

With me, I get bored quickly. Urgh. lol.
I change ALOT. Believe me. Very very very bad, but hey, what can you do?

Today I went out for Tapioca Express after school with Kate, Tina and Hiep.

I had the Green Apple Snow Bubble...my tongue turned green from it.

It was like I had fungus growing out of my tongue. HAHA. Did I just gross you out?

haha

lol

2009-06-18T06:07:25Z

Aoi sorta, kinda, mentioned my name on his blog today.

LOL.

apparently my nickname "Tan" means "tongue" ...and so Mr. Aoi was taking about eating his lunch, which is cow tounge...so he wrote:

I ate..."牛タン" / Ushi tan which means cow tongue. hahah

but atleast part of my name was mentioned so I'm happy.

Yeah, I know, I'm stupid. It's late and I don't know what to talk about.

It's like I haven't update on his journal in forever.

All my updates are on ameblo. so check it out =]

ameblo.jp/thienanh

nya~

2009-06-12T12:33:55Z

I changed my LJ layout. No surprised on the theme huh? lol.

URGH, it's 5:31 am right now and I can't sleep. It's because my family snores too much.

OH geez, I don't think this gene can be help, and I'll be like the rest of my family members too. =[

I'm so hungry at this hour! Need foooooooooodddddd!!!

Probably snack up on some instant ramen. x_x

06.10.09

2009-06-11T01:29:12Z

There are so much things that are bothering me! There are so much things that I am angry at...well actually, just one thing.

But I can't do anything about that one thing, until my dad gives me the car. lol.

Anyhoo, how is everyone?

The only thing that keeps me cheery cheery nowadays is the smiling faces of the members of Ayabie. haha.

I'm telling you, I am so HOOKED onto this band.

By the way, It's been so long since I've update here, I've been really obsessed with using ameblo. haha

BECAUSE! I get to stalk my favorite musicians...which are mostly likely to be Ayabie right now.

I can't decide who the favorite is...it's a tie between Aoi and Yumehito...to be honest, I think Aoi is winning, but Yume-chun...OMG. T_T. He's really REALLY really SPECIAL too <3

Can't a girl have both? sheesh!

I want to make a new layout for my journal...any guest on what the theme will be?

You'll be SOOOO suprised. XD.

byebye!

LUCK

2009-05-30T06:23:28Z

Yesterday and Today has been great!

I got a peta from Aoi-san and Yumehito-san.

Yumehito's peta was expected because he said he would be returning peta to people who gave him a peta from 00:00-01:00 Japan time. LOL.

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But, I'm still happy that I got one...I guess I was pretty lucky because it was based on his random picks.

However, Aoi-san's peta was totally unexpected!

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At first, when I looked at my peta homepage, I thought it was a fake person..so I was just like...

=_=''

But then when I clicked his image picture, it held me to his homepage and I was like

"HOLYYYYYYYYYY FRAP"

haha, I was really happy!

Cause you know, He's one of the most respected people on my list. <3 <3 <3

But anyhooooo, it really made my day.

Thank You Aoi-san. ^___^

I feel this bonding connection between us. HAHAA

YAY

2009-05-25T17:46:17Z

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I can't believe this boy gave me a petaaaaa.
Kai <3

He made my day...^_________^

alalalalal~~

so today is Memorial Day. What is everyone up to?

All the malls open? I wanna go shopping...I mean, afterall the most patriotic thing that one can do for his/her country is to go shopping during time.

Why?

Well, for one thing, you can certainly help out the economy.

ayaaaa, our economy sucks. I don't wanna talk about this anymore, it's too depressing.

Sooo anyhoooooooooo, I been listening to Ayabie-san's music nonstop for like a week now...It's the only thing I listen to.

Man, I'm really becoming attached to them, esp. Aoi-san and Yumehito-san. I might just order [Aitakute] single...it comes out on TUESDAY <3 YAY

okay, I'm off now. ciao

a picture update from Yesterday

He is someone that I really respect.

2009-05-22T06:17:34Z

Aoi-kun from Ayabie, that is.

I haven't been a fan of Ayabie for a long time, only about a couple of months. However even in such a short period of time, I have taken a great interest in them. I have come to really, I don't know how you say it...love them? LOL.

I'm still a noob, but don't worry, I'll get to that fandom stage one day.
Speaking of fandom, I have really grown out of the Jpop scene. I only keep up with Ayumi Hamasaki, Namie Amuro, ON/OFF and sometime AAA. I still love AAA, butI'm just not very interested in them or in general, Jpop anymore. Don't get me wrong, I still LOVE NISSY like crazy, he will always be number one...but it's just recently, that I discovered something bigger and better and that is: Visual Kei Rock.

Anyway let's go back on topic. Aoi-san is such an amazing person. There are many Japanese celebrities that I love and adore, but there aren't many that I can actually say I have the ought most respect for. Aside from Ayumi Hamasaki, Aoi-san is one of those few that I can certainly say: "You have my absolute respect."

So what makes Aoi-san so special?

I don't even know where to start. Let's just go in order from the time I first heard of Ayabie...

It was 2005 if I remember correctly; back when Ryohei was still with Ayabie. However, back then, I did not have any interest in Ayabie. Heck, I thought Ayabie was scary as HELL..and as for Aoi-san, oh boy, I was terrified of him. I listened to a few of their songs, just to try new things out I suppose...and frankly, I was scared to death... [I had no taste back then, that's probably why.]

so after that experience, I did not bother with Ayabie anymore...until 2008 when I came across "Mikazuki no Kiseki" pv. At first, I was stunted because Aoi-san was so adorable in the video.

So then, after that...I downloaded their music like how every other fan supports their fav. artist you know? And well, what do you know...I feel in love.

Okay let's skip the middle part, but you should know what happened in between...so anyway...my love for Ayabie increased day by day...then one day...everything changed. Yumehito gave me a peta...and that was the day that I declared my LOVE for Yumehito. [He's also someone that I highly respect, but today's most is about Aoi-san...so I will not talk about Yumehito.]

So, taken an interest in Yumehito, I begin watching more videos of Ayabie, read Yume's blog...then, eventually read other member's blog and soon enough...Aoi-san grabbed my attention. I started to keep up with his blog entries (both actual Japanese and translation) and before you know it...Aoi-san captured my heart.

Aoi-san is certainly a unique one. Aside from his AMAZING talent, he is an absolutely, incredible person. His blog entries revealed so much about his personal life, which I would never expect from him. He is a very honest person, he trust his fans enough to let them in on his personal life...not many artists do that. Somehow, Aoi-san isn't afraid of doing conveying his feelings to his fans. He isn't someone that just tosses his fans aside. NO. He takes his personal time off especially for his fans. He takes time reading and actually replying to messages & questions from his fans. How many celebrities would actually do that??!?!

Today, I read an entry about his mother's recent funeral and it brought me to tears. It literally brought me to tears. It amazes me how he can be so open about it. There are also many things from his past which he is really open to his fans about such as his relationships with his parents, his struggles, etc.

Aoi-san certainly has an interesting fact…such as…he did not have many friends in school due to the constant moving situation of his family. Then there is the fact that he has been living on his own at the age of 15, so he had to learn to do everything for himself. Aoi-san also has a hard time talking to his parents because he doesn’t know how to relate to them. He also went to America (LA) for a month to learn how to cook.

There is more interesting facts about him…but it probably wont explain anything if I talk about them. See, no one will understand how amazing Aoi-san is until they have read his blogs…watch ayabie’s videos, or read their interviews. Lol. Honestly, I didn’t think that Aoi-san would be someone that I would respect, but as it turns out…he became one of the few that I actually admire.

okay, that's all. Gnite. I'm tired. lol

and so...

2009-05-17T06:34:30Z

Long time na?

Sorry, I've been neglecting you, journal. HAHA.

I been blogging so much on ameblo lately that I totally forgot that I had this account.

I'm really sorry.

Recently I gotten a peta from Narumi of Bergerac and Jin from JEWEL. I'm so happy <2

ANyway.

Today, I made okonomiyaki. It wasn't what I expected.

It looks good right? but....it wasn't. sadly...na?

haha. OMG. I'm a terriable cook, I can't cook. T_T.

The only thing I can actually cook is rice.

Other than that...hahah...

but I won't give up on making the perfect okonomiyaki, because I will attempt it again.

Perhaps tomorrow if I am not lazy.

btw, I went to Kinokuniya today and pick up an issue of Cure and Pinky.

I was so upset because I didn't find "Ageha."

I really wanted to buy an issue too...but Cure is nice, esp. since Megamasso is on the cover.

yey.

The magazines were expensive though, caused $24 bucks.

yaaa.

well, that's all for tonight.

Goodnight.

Ap(r)il-Reliance

2009-05-09T17:03:00Z

Lately, I have been addicted to this song from Ap(r)il-san.
It's sooooooooooooooo GOOOD.

Recently, I been stalking them on ameblo too, but that's no surprise, I'm a natural stalker. lol

URGH. I wish one of them would give me a peta...sigh.

OMFG. How weird! It's like the only purpose I have with this blog is to blog about another blog? haha.

Well anyhoo, enjoy the song...that is, if you want.

I have a test final today. Wish me luck.

Ja~ <3

so ermm..

2009-05-06T06:36:03Z

Shun from Vidoll just gave me another peta today.

Oh man, I totally feel the love. <3

If I could get Shun and Rame to give me petas like weekly, that would be so awesome.

Who knows, we might become friends...LOL.

I can only hope.

anyhoo, I'm going to bed now...have a biggg day ahead of me tomorrow. gnite.

NYA~

2009-04-30T16:34:04Z

I got a peta from SHUN from Vidoll 2 nights ago. Rame from Vidoll also gave me a peta 20 hours before Shun gave me one.

look look

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haha, it seems like I'm only updating my blog about who gives me peta(s)...

I like receiving peta(s), it makes me feel warm inside. O_O

I think that when celebrities gives peta(s) away, it's kind of like a sign that they care for their fans you know?

I wonder when I will get bored of this whole ameblo thing.

All good things comes to an end right?...It's sad, but hey, it's true.

School is going to end soon, I'm excited...to go to summer school...and sweat like a pig. YAY.

Speaking about pigs...the swine flu has hit some areas in my city. I'm scared.

I would wear a mask to school, but, I don't want attention. Darn, I hope this whole madness go away soon.

Well I'm gonna go sign up for summer school now. BYE!!=3

So much time wasted.

2009-04-29T04:17:48Z

...reading Yumehito & Aoi blogs today.

It's pretty interesting...the things they say cracks me up. I love it.

Anyway, Rame-kun from Vidoll gave me another peta today.

I feel so loved.

haha.

So anyhoo, on a serious note.

This whole swine flu is really scaring me. It's spreading quickly too.

So everyone, be careful now...take care of yourself.

Be sure to wash your hands frequently...and avoid touching your face.

Oh, and this may not be the best time to share germs with your Significant other. lol

I'm kidding!

..or am I?

la~

2009-04-28T02:40:39Z

Yumehito <3

Haha, I got a peta from Yumehito a couple of days ago.

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I think I was just lucky...but nonetheless, it made me very happy...cause I'm in LOVE with him.

Starting from the time that he gave me the peta, I can clearly say that...

I love you, Yumehito. hahah

Well, I do love his personality a whole LOT. He's just adorable. <3

anyway, that is all. I have to go study now.

new picture update!

My Cousin

2009-04-24T06:31:19Z

My Cousin, Vo Hoang Yen, will represent Vietnam in the Ms. Universe 2009 Pageant in the Bahama this summer.

How awesome is that...?

So let's see, my cousin is actually a model in Vietnam. She's 21, but she's looks older than that. lol.

She's absolutely GORGEOUS.

TOO TALL and Skinny though...lol

I haven't met her yet, because well, we live across an ocean from each other.

Buh, according to my mom, we used to be play buddies before I came to the U.S.

Then again, that was a long time ago.

So this is how we are related. My grandma and her grandpa are sibling. Her parents and my parents are cousin, so therefore she is my cousin...more like a 2nd cousin, actually....

and so, I hope to meet her when I go back to Vietnam, she seems like a very genuine person.

I read her blog, and she seems very sweet.

I hope I can contact her soon enough, I want to tell her that I admire her ambition.

anyhoow

here's a picture of her, if you guys are wondering what she looks like.

You can also find more pictures of her through google...and view her videos on youtube.

hehe

I can't wait for the competition.

!!

that's all, ciao!

Rame from Vidoll gave me a peta

2009-04-23T07:25:41Z

YAY. I'm so happy. tehhe. Bc!!! It's Rame!!!! Rame from Vidoll...!!
Vidoll=my fav. second Jrock band after Duel Jewel!!! lol

I'm really glad~ and he really made me day today!!

I've been so stressed out all this week, so...I been kinda emoish.

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^the 3rd one!

^see? I love it when celebrities takes the effort...visiting your page and giving you a peta...it feels that they really care for their fans..you know?

Well anyhoo, I had a wonderful time in Comm 20 Class today...who would have thought.

We had a short presentation where everyone selected a random item from our professor and then make an info-mercial about it.

It was hilarious...and entertaining.

We all selected weird items, and most of us didn't even know the actual function of our item...

I had this piece of weird looking fabric thing....and I invented a "stalker strangler" out of it. haha.

The presentations were hilarious!!! Everyone were so energetic and boy, do they have imagination. haha.

So yeah, today is awesome...except for the fact that my wisdom teeth are comming out. =[

They hurt like crazy. urgh

BUT ATLEAST RAME GAVE ME A PETA...OMG. I'm soo LAME..but hey, I love Rame...I admire him. LOL.

well that's all for now. goodnight.

Video Blog

2009-04-19T05:21:52Z

Good morning.

2009-04-16T16:17:02Z

Today is such a beautiful morning...
no...not really, still as crappy as ever.

Hm, It feels weird having two blog...it feels like I'm neglecting one over the other. LOL.

Well, yes, recently I been on ameblo alot...and I been giving away so many petas to celebrities. I have no life, so you know...I have all the time in the world.

I got a total of 4 celebrity to look at my page, but they're not big name ones or anything... lol.

I would DIEEE if I got one from Jui(Vidoll), or Aoi & Yumehito from Ayabieru. OMG. I'lll just FAINNNNNNTTT~~~~

Anyhoo, School is less than a month away from summer vacation.

I can't wait!!

But then summer school....>.<

buhh who knows..maybe I'll see him again ? I hope so. <3

Can't wiat for today to be over.~~~~

well, that's all. Ciao!

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