I'm drooling right now, and it's not over food.

Nor is it over a boy...

I'm drooling over Make up...

lipsticks, eyeshadow, concealer, mascara... my gwad, I just want spent all my money on make up.


I sound a bit materialistic huh?

I don't like sounding this way, but it's not like I can help it...all the colors are so pretty.


There are sooo many pretty colors.

MY gwad, I wanna go buy lipsticks sooo badly....and cream eyeshadow...

I wish I had a $1000 gift card at Mac...omgly, MAC is so expensive, but their products are incredible amazing.

T_T


huhuhu

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being a girl sucks.

grr.

School started yesterday, it's okay.

I like my Japanese class...just because...

arghh, my second day of school is tomorrow since I didn't have school today.


Man, I wanna go shopping...but...


no money. T_T

Everything about today is crap shit.

EVERYTHING.

>.<

I hope my financial aid problem gets solved tomorrow.

>.

First it was Sumire-chan
then Micheal Jackson
...

May you rest in peace Jasmine You.

whether or not to cut my hair.

I want a bob cut, but I don't know.

urgh, FUDGEMYLIFE

My USB stick broke. I don't know how I did it, but it's broken.

I lost all my music, textures, brushes, and pictures.


Someone just kill me right now, omg, I can't possibly live like this.

I haven't update in a long time huh?
I'm currently at school right now...summer school that is.
This is my last week.
YAY.
No more early rising, I can sleep till 12 in the afternoon starting next monday...
although, I don't think that will happen.

hm,
Recently huh, =[
I wanna get away from this city.
I am really tired of living in this city. I hate it...everything about it makes me wanna throw up.

What can I do though? nothing...
I'm also starting to realize that my dreams are unachievable.

T_T

I don't know where to go from here...hmm.

I think my AAA days and Nissy fandom days are over. Somewhat over.

I'm focusing all my time and energy on Ayabie and Aoi at the moment. I still love AAA you know, but I don't know...I guess my perceptions of them has changed somehow.

lol. Like I've learn in my Interpersonal Relationship Class..the "self" is an ever-changing process. So, this change as you can see...change will always happen throughout one's lifetime.


With me, I get bored quickly. Urgh. lol.
I change ALOT. Believe me. Very very very bad, but hey, what can you do?

Today I went out for Tapioca Express after school with Kate, Tina and Hiep.

I had the Green Apple Snow Bubble...my tongue turned green from it.

It was like I had fungus growing out of my tongue. HAHA. Did I just gross you out?

haha

Aoi sorta, kinda, mentioned my name on his blog today.

LOL.

apparently my nickname "Tan" means "tongue" ...and so Mr. Aoi was taking about eating his lunch, which is cow tounge...so he wrote:

I ate..."牛タン" / Ushi tan which means cow tongue. hahah

but atleast part of my name was mentioned so I'm happy.

Yeah, I know, I'm stupid. It's late and I don't know what to talk about.


It's like I haven't update on his journal in forever.

All my updates are on ameblo. so check it out =]

ameblo.jp/thienanh